Pulling the Cosmic Trigger

Snap shots of recent work.

Good Service

When I enter the Chapel Puce – a psychological state sometimes induced by Discordian literature – I’m not sure whether I am being hindered or helped by an existential force, or whether it’s just a  product of my imagination, meaning I’ll leave either paranoid or agnostic.  Model agnosticism, or the firm belief in having no beliefs, is clearly a desired worldview but it’s difficult to quell the paranoia or “pronoia” when the serendipities and coincidences are mounting so close to home.


At Bar Wotever
DJ Wolfy and Max Legroom
Prop made by Rita Ruggeri
By Clair West Photography

The Illustrated Woman

Leaving My Old Life Behind

A ten minute autobiographical film and sound scape, mapped over the artist’s body.

Visions of personal mythology covered head to toe unfold across the canvas, that both enrich and  curse real or phantom, marks upon the soul.

Live performance in Brighton


The crash him, and his body may burn,

They smash him, but they know he’ll return,

Captain Scarlet! Indestructible!

scarletspikesThe famous TV show Captain Scarlet had a hidden subtext, the entire premise for the show was Christ allegory .Consider the following 1, Spectrum resides above the clouds( heaven).2,Captain White is the overseer (God)  3,Captain Black is the once beautiful fallen angel (Satan) 4, Captain Scarlet dies each episode only to be reborn (Christ). 5, Melody, Harmony, Rhapsody and Symphony have names that refer to music. Music is related to angels, and this is in fact what they are collectively referred to as.

Destiny Angel, Pack Leader, by Vicky Waters



“The first act of violence that patriarchy demands of males is not violence toward women. Instead patriarchy demands of all males that they engage in acts of psychic self-mutilation, that they kill off the emotional parts of themselves. If an individual is not successful in emotionally crippling himself, he can count on patriarchal men to enact rituals of power that will assault his self-esteem.”
bell hooks

No More Miss America No More Miss America


The Collective of Unruly Women are back!!!

June 2017

We will be in Prague at the Golden Key, on the 1st, 2nd and 3rd of June. A performance by the How to Deal & Rude and Unruly Women Collective, gaze fiercely with a terrifying contemporary reimagining of the historical event in 1968, the New York Radical Women’s action outside the Miss America Pageant in Atlantic City.

Mx Demonic Desire

Mx Demonic Desire, simultaneously powerful, arousing and terrifying, brings death to the ego as the illusionary self centred view of beauty.  Overcoming the ‘I am the body’, reinforcing the awareness that the body is a temporary condition.  The unenlightened ego sees Mx Demonic Desire and trembles with fear because it sees in her its own eventual demise. A person who is  attached to their id will not be receptive to Mx Demonic Desire and she will appear in a fearsome form.  A mature soul who engages in spiritual practice to remove the illusion of the self sees Mx Demonic Desire as very sweet, affectionate, and  overflowing with incomprehensible love for her children.

Beings of spirit, not flesh, liberated only when attachment to the body ends, otherwise experience austerity and renunciation.

She represents ‘form’ eternal supported by the substructure of pure awareness.  Goddess of enlightenment and liberation.

Masked face symbolised being liberated from attachment to limited body.  Black to represent womb of quantum manifest all of creation and the destruction of all creation.







No More Miss America

by the Collective of Rude and Unruly Women

Starring Mx Demonic Desire and Teresa Albor




Dealing with rude, disrespectful women requires patience, a calm state of being and a clear mind. You never know when you will run into a woman who is less than polite to you; demanding her way, cursing at you or just being generally rude. You also may simply be an observer who witnesses a woman being rude and disrespectful to somebody else. Whatever the case, knowing how to deal with rude, disrespectful women will prepare you for the next time you run into one.


Mx Demonic Desire slaying.



Ace Heartbreaker

I’m a street-walking conflating cheater with a heart full of napalm. Simultaneously terrifying and arousing. From a jack to a king, I’mma Ace Heartbreaker post-world war antihero. Birth of cool, beat generation guy. As demonic desire, magician outlaw, I explore through embodiment the performance of identity, gender, aging, queerness, mentals and general oddity.

Ace Heartbreaker the occasional tweet from the iconic laconic king.

Ace Heartbreaker  on instagram, pictures for his adoring fans.

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